Thursday, September 11, 2008

Bersempena Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...


  • Ramadhan ini...memberikan ku seribu semangat, kekuatan yang membuat ku mampu menongkat segala kesulitan yang tersedia...
  • Aku amat bersyukur kepada-MU ya Allah...aku rindu...perasaan ini telah kembali setelah sekian lama ku rasakan hilang...
  • Ramadhan ini memberikanku cahaya...kasih dan sayang-MU...
  • merasai betapa aku keseorangan tetapi aku tidak merasa sunyi...
  • Berpuasa kali ini...tidak membuatkanku lemah, tak berdaya dan kurang sabar...malah membuatku tegar, aktif dan ceria.
  • Aku mengharapkan semua ini bersamaku selamanya...
  • Tanpa-MU...hidupku tiada erti...ku rindu untuk bersamamu...hingga ke akhirnya..
  • Semoga Ramadhan kali ini penuh dengan barakah...


  • Nukilan: <3>

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

On the 3rd day after this blog born.... =p

Salam...and a very good evening all... :)


Now, i just finish my class...hmm...feeling so weak! don't know. i think because of lot of thinking of the problems...yeah! this is me...but i feel better when i drop by at the UPG booth...they entertain me and make me smile...however i don't really don't know u all but i feel we already closer...thanks God...i'm realize that i'm not alone in this world =p



ya la...just think..and think bout the problems...i forgot to get along with my frens uhuu..
sorry...and last night...i am so dizzy...don't know why...hmm my closer fren names IS.. buzzed me on YM! ask me for the friday night to go out to the bazaar...the problem is I annoyyed her...uhuu really sad actually because make her like that...i say sorry k IS.. uhuu i'm dizzy so much and lots of problem does not settle yet...if i want to got out i will go alone okay! i don't want to let my fren feel burden because of me...uhuu...pelis...this is me...i don't like to force anyone because of me..if i think i can handle it alone and i will... :) actly i already have the really big matter before this...and i think that Allah s.w.t want to test me...and i know Allah s.w.t know the level of me....(btul ke x ayt neh ehee..) and now i'm still alive rite...so, Allah taala always mith me...my heart can feel it...



Think lots of the problem makes me forgot to call my mum uhuu...last call on 31/08/08..uhuu
yes, ofcourse i remember to call but...i'm not ready...ya la...i take time because...i want to call her only the time i'm happy...i don't want her heard my sad voice uhuu...(problem tgh byk) em..but, 2/3 days my heart feel weird...and sad...don't know...then after that I got a call from my mum ehee....I answered..Assalamualaikum ma...:D...My mum reply...Waalaikumussalam..
hai lamanya xcall ma knp...ade lg exam x...(sejuk hatiku dgr suara ma..actly i xnk call sbb tlalu rindu...i nk setel mslah n bru bleh pk blik kg dgn tenang...skali pk dgn final exam lg uhuu...nk wat yg terbaik utk my mum...actly my mum want me study here...i want to mak she proud...and now I'm trying...ya Allah...tolong aku..)

So, now i want make myself happy...em don't know how...what eh? hmm..play games? hmm...enjoy with frens? hmm oh no they will make me totally forgot about my esemen, test, quiz and lab test uhuu...

then...i choose to listen the songs in this blog...ya..its makes me cool...happy...because i singging...yaa u know what...i like singging...but when i'm alone la...because of my roomate not here i can sing loudly eheee....skenyee...

em..this morning i got quiz..i finish it early but, i'm wonder why just me finish early...uhuu i feel scared if i got low marks...don't want...pelis...i don't want low marks...

okla...my body is so tired...want to perfom asar prayer then...want to rest my body..tonight i think i want continue to make assignment...uhuu..

that's all for today..thank bcause u be a good listener for me ehee..

from <3>

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

On the 2nd day after this blog born.... =p

Salam...n gud morning...viewer =p



First of all...i want to thanks to YOU..Allah because still give me strength to live and stay in this world...however...give me smile... :)

I want my frens also happy anytime..then i will happy too eheee...

ehh actually I want to story to you all about what happen to me yesterday. Usually I story to the only my special fren but, i don't know where he is now. It's actually hurting me now uhuu...sadness but i have all of you now rite...thanks to God because give you to me... ;) thanks.

Okay, yesterday i have special event called 2nd day for IFTAR PERDANA which is collaboration between Usrah Institution (IU) and Arabic Language Society (ALS). Iftar Perdana means breakfasting together. The menu is also from the 2 different countries like Arab and Malaysia meals. Wahh...yesterday is the delicious one from Arab...okay i tell the menu is nasi Arab(mcm nasik minyak berempah) with the chicken BBQ, and so on...(actly don't know the name of the menu, tau mkn je muahaha)...and the menu from m'sia is mee kari tp else call it mee bandung serta nasi lemak...i'm happy on this time...

But, deeply in my heart i feel so lost...i don't know why. I feel want to cry lots, want to ask someone what happen to me...ahh i don't know. Then I go back to my room, I perform Isyak prayer...then I close my eyes, suddenly my tears come out....then I don't know what happen after that (ya la da lelap kot xigt ape dah =p). Then i wake up when my roomate ask me...she said, want to take 'sahur' or not eheee, i just smile and shake my head up and down(muahaha) it's sign for yes la.

Then, actually i must call someone(to wake him up for sahur), who is for me is big bro but not the real one. I calling him but the voice mail answer...uhuh abis duit akoo weii adesla. It's okay, i can be patient because it is just a small matter for me uhuu. After that, I take my sahur with nasi and fried chicken(kfcnye yg smlm eheh)..I feel lonely... Alhamdulillah I followed the Sunnah of Rasulullah s.a.w (pbuh).

Yesterday also, I got news about the test 2 for Descrete Structure...waa i got two big matter to solve with the same dateline on this friday...assignment CP2 submission and test2 Descrete Structure uhuu...i think this is the matter because of i'm EmO...i think...don't know how to manage this together in the same time.

Haa I also got the good news from my A'A ehe...she already replied my mail. She said sorry because she away for meeting on that time and want to see me at the same time in this week, hoorayy. :)

Okay, thats all for now...feel tired and dizzy also sleepy. Slamat berpuasa muslim sekalian.. Thanks dengar luahan hati saya yang xseberapa ni...mmg byk kelemahan sy amt akui...cuma saya perlukan sokongan dan dorongan dari semua... :) -_-

p/s: sy tau BI sy tunggang langgang muahaha..nnt sy nak la queue u balik ayat2 sy spy xtunggang langgang lg eh...insyaAllah. Dalam blaja ade org pesan kat sy, jgn malu. Bialah dorg nak gelak kat kite ckp kite bodoh ke...asalkan kite tau sape diri kite dan pandai jage dri spy xterpesong jauh dari agama...tu yg penting. :) thanks...i just missing all my beloved so much! YOU train me to be a strong person ya Allah...i'm glad to be always with YOU..


Miss the person who give me this card..










Updated: For your information, On this afternoon i checked the mmls, the date of test2 Descrete Structure is not this coming friday but next week...wuauaua tesilap dgr dr mdm. Teo Lee Peng aritu ehe...sorry mdm...but i have quiz for this subject tomorrow morning uhuu...hope i can answer well. amin..

From <3>


Saturday, September 6, 2008

My first entry...warm welcoming greeting. :)

Salam and a very good day all.

I'm just created this new blog for..em let say as a new activity or special talk if i have sumthin to share a little or more about myself or about sumthin happen in a routine daily life. Actually this is my first time want to publish my own writing to the public. I dare enough now (=p) to show or to improve my writing skills here but it's just a little interest from myself actually. Hmm...don't know how to talk much at the first time...hmm ok I'm finish with the warm welcoming greeting to all of you to my blog. Hope all of you guys a.k.a my frens give support for me...here I'm alone..i just have you..the only you beside me...thanks. :)



p/s: Actually my 'AA' wants me to do this adoila nak tau ape dia ckp...she says "u must improve your speaking to be a good worker in future"...uhuu...so i choose this medium to do what she wants lalalalala besides read the nst or have talk with the foreigner..on that time my heart says(ohh peliss...talking or be fren with foreigner...oh my God...it's not me okay =p...i'm just a shy person which is like innocent person =p) so, here i did built this blog because of her...ms. Rosalind Deena Kumari..actually i like the way you lecture me in your room. Thanks...but i sent 2 mails thru your e-mail box..to make appoinment about esessement...so, why u don't reply me...wuwuuu...i'm waiting in patient. Actually...i bkn xpandai BI (skali ambik MUET pass tau!) tp dah lame xapply..tu la...pastu dlm blik lec ape lg...nak jwb apenye kalau da kna tembak berterusan dpn mmbr plak tu...uhuu lgpun sy malu...jd sy bg je lec nak ckp ape pun...sy lbih suke mengalah dan hormat dia...sy pk itula yg terbaik utk sy...lg pon da lama kot sy xkna lecture mcm ni...kalau kat umah...abg2 sy yg ambik alih...tp kat sni xde sape pon nak ajar sy uhuuu...tp xpela sy still blaja dan mencari yg terbaik. Thanks all...pjg plak dkt sni ehe...i am just the way i am... i have principle =p and also stubborn person...but in certain time je lah...bkn keras hati ye dak..pk jgkla perasaan org lain...jgn pentingkan dri sndri...nnt kite jgk yg susah..heeee okla...thanks ek... from <3 to <3 ~ ita_imn ~ Sabar adalah segalanya.

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